"And I find it kind of funny... I find it kind of sad. The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had."
It's when everything's urgent and you can't control what's happening that life's the most exciting. "when people run in circles, it's a mad world" isn't it?
You feel powerless. There's nothing you can do to avoid the wave that's going to sweep you off your feet.
So do you let yourself drown fighting back? Or do you just go with the flow.