Sorry this post isn't going to be such a happy one...
I have less and less time to update my blog, although I still enjoy following others.
Lately I've been spending all my time and energy on my day job. I never invested myself so much, but I'm having the most miserable time at work.
My boss is frankly a nut, and it feels like I'm getting yelled at all day, sometimes for the smallest things without much reason.
I'll always admit when I'm wrong, or I didn't do a good job with something, but whatever I do, it's always wrong, wrong, wrong, or not good enough.
I feel like I'm losing myself actually... I've lost over 6 pounds since the beginning of the year, just with stressing over work.
Of course as I've always been a bit overweight I don't mind losing a bit, but not in this unhealthy way. I like my diets to be balanced out with lots of fruit and veg, not this "never hungry" nonsense.
It's been ages since I actually spent some real time on my make-up or clothes (which spells out disaster in my language ;) ), and the worst part is, he kind of makes me all weak, which is the exact opposit of my personnality.
I know you should never argue with your boss, but right now, I'm lying down waiting for him to walk all over me.
I have to stay in this job for a while, to get some good work experience, but also, I'm not a quitter, and am not used to giving up when things get a bit hard.
I have to make space for something else in my life, before this job swallows me up.
Again sorry for the unhappy post.
Morticia Von Sweet